Strange Visa Troubles

Hello!
I haven't posted in a while because nothing's been going on. Well currently we're trying to get our visa through but the lady says we didn't have the right insurance even though our insurance is the exact thing as the one they recommended, Also apparently no one in the consulate know what she's talking about but she's the only one picking up the phone, and it's really stressing my mom out. So now the lady's going to mail the insurance to make sure that our company's legit? Things are complicated and my parents are keep telling me that if it doesn't happen, "it's meant to be." Whenever people say that, it makes me angrier because THAT DOESN'T HELP AT ALL In what way is that supposed to help, like I know reality but you don't have to shove it in my face. So now I'm honestly not sure if I'm going and I'm terrified because I told everyone at my school I'm going and when I go back it'll be the most embarrassing thing in the world. Well currently I'm rather busy this week and today I'm seeing YouTube comic Miranda Sings perform today!

Hopefully the Visa will be processed and this whole mess gets cleaned up and hopefully I can go.

Crushed Hope

Hi. So as by the title, I'm obviously not in a good mood.


Well, the biggest reason I went with Quest was that I was able to go home for Christmas

And now I can't even do that.
If I wasn't able to go home in the first place, I would've gone with AFS or something like that

I don't know what to do. I'm not sure if I should go through with the year now. But I did tell everyone that I'm moving to Italy for a year, so I have no choice.

I'll just go through with it and see what happens, hopefully I won't have too bad of a time.