Ciao tutti!
So today's Sunday and we're just relaxing and I went to another party last night with some friends. I have so much fun there, the only thing is like everyone smokes! So I always come home with my clothes smelling like cigarettes and I'm always coughing when I wake up and yeah I don't like it. But it's okay.
So thank god, but I got my NEW host family information! I'm going to be living with the Turrini family, in FLORENCE! That was my number one city, and I was so excited to hear the good news of my location. So there's the mom, Silvia who's a travel agent, the dad, Massimo and I think he's a firefighter. They also have 3 kids. There's Filippo, who's 18, Stefano, who's 16, and one who's 20. I forget his name though. But they live in a 3 story house just outside Florence on the hills. This family is perfect for me! They love to travel all around the world (The mom called me yesterday an hour before her flight to Dubai okay) because Silvia's a travel agent. They also love to cook and bake and play tennis and that's exactly what I love! It's like this family was made for me :)
It's such a nice change from my current family, who's all currently out and they never tell me where they go. And the dad's here playing computer games like he always does (?). As usual, I woke up to fighting with the host family, with the younger kids making these inhuman noises and as usual, I woke up in frustration, wondering why STS placed me with them. I'm having the worst time here, and being here makes me want to return to Los Angeles so badly. However, the mom's in Dubai until the 22nd, so nothing can happen until at least then. I'm not sure how much longer I can take this family. Also in school, none of the teachers really do anything to help me, so I just lay there trying not to fall asleep because I have no idea what's going on. I just don't like anything here at all and I'm counting down the days until the mom returns from Dubai so we can finally set this whole host family thing up. I'm more excited than ever to switch. I'm just imagining the amazing times I'm going to have with everyone, and I just need the 22nd to come faster!
Okay an hour just passed by and the family came back, much to my dismay. Everyone's fighting. Again. What else? I'm just here in my room every day on tumblr because none of the family really interacts with me and when I try to they either switch back to English or they always sound uninterested to talk to me. I'm so tired of this place. Tired of this negativity and tired of this place bringing me down constantly. October 22nd, please come faster. If I'm able to last a month here, I can make it through 9 days. Things are really going to look up, and I'm excited :)
UPDATE: Today is October 14th and because I was 3 minutes late the dad starts screaming at me and almost hits me and the older brother starts screaming at me too and I nearly got out of the car to walk home. I am so tired of this place and I nearly started screaming at the brother and nearly started yelling and cursing at the dad but being raised the way I was, I decided to keep quiet and just keep the anger inside. And I never even think of cursing unless I'm seriously furious or overwhelmed. It's blatantly obvious that the dad doesn't like me, and everyone knows that. Whenever he eyes me, he always has this stone cold look on his face, a look of disapproval, and whenever I try to do something, he always pushes me aside and does it himself. I'm 15, not 2. Can I really last another 8-12 days? I don't know. This place is stressing me out more than I can imagine. But the dad just left the house to I don't know where and I'm starting to finally feel at peace for the brief time I can. The 22nd is so far away, yet so close. I need this more than anything else.
Oh and it turns out my class is full of THIRTEEN YEAR OLDS! I learned everything I'm learning right now! I confronted my host family about this. Their exact words "oh we signed you up for that so you don't have to do anything. This is a good thing! You can do nothing and sleep!" But the thing is I need to LEARN while I'm here for junior year! And I actually have a crave to learn things, not review everything from 8th grade. So before my new mom left for Dubai, I asked her to put me in year 2 or 3. Are you actually kidding me right now? Oh and the mom encouraged me to dye my hair and get piercings or tattoos while I'm here!! I do want some tattoos, but only things that mean the most to me and when I'm in my 20s, NOT when I'm 15 years old. And piercings, forget about it I'm terrified of needles beyond belief. This family is not a good influence..